Today I wrestled with what I call “anxiety creep.” It is middle of the night insomnia that creeps up when you least expect it. I have to be my own cheerleader and work through the thoughts that are building. What do I want to do next? Another full-time advertising job? Freelance? An in-house kind of job? To finally explore and be the artist I have always wanted to be? I have thoroughly enjoyed following my whims, travels and gardening fantasies. I needed this time off after working 15 years at one place! But reality is out there lurking. Stefan and I have been weighing all kinds of options. Considering leaving our apartment for a smaller, less expensive one to take off some pressure. These questions are starting to weigh in the midst of this fantastic year of change. And in the middle of the night.
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